Hard to be good

Well I have been trying my hardest to be good and not eat things I am not supposed to.  However, it is the hardest thing I have had to do.  I found a local grocery store that sells Chia seeds and Chia drinks.  I have felt awesome all day long.  I am going to try and stay strong.  I want to go back to the Dr. in 3 months and her say that I have lost another 20 pounds.  I will do this.  I will be strong.